My stress level is through the roof… It is beyond understanding. I know that you said early on that he was distressed in the relationship for a while. And Yes, he did take ownership for his short comings, such as communication however, what I do not understand is how someone could fake it AS WELL as he did. We, as women, do have intuition… and I truly believe with all my heart that IF he was NOT IN LOVE WITH ME, I would have felt it. Could he have been unhappy with certain aspects of the relationship? Of course, we all have those feelings. No one is perfect. There were things he did as well that dis-satisfied me, BUT the difference is, I would NEVER EVER have carried on or said the things he did to me, “Going Through the motions”. To me that is callous & cowardly! When things were off between us, or I had said something that upset him, such as the case with Daisy, I knew. He acted different. I felt it… And she alone, caused much distress in our relationship, without a doubt… So how could I have been so blindsided & not saw it coming.

Yes I asked him for reassurance because I could not believe this man, this perfect man, really was as head over heels in love with me. You seriously had no idea how much disbelief this has caused amongst everyone! Even his friends said to me that they never thought that Sean was unhappy with me. The way he talked about me to them, they were just as in shock as I was & my ENTIRE FAMILY!