The relationship failed…You have to accept that. Dont try to understand why or how he is feeling. It is his own decision and analying another mind with yours in turmoil is going to drive you crazy. Just because the relationship is broken doesnt mean that you are. Realize that it was an unhealthy relationship that sucked the life out of you. Remember who you are and take care of yourself. You are amazing and dont let anyone not even your mind tell you otherwise. In time that jerk is going to regret his decision but at that time you have moved forward in life and perhaps find a love that take care of you and nourish you. I too was left by my wife a few days ago after all my sacrifices. Its not us. It is their decision and we cannot prove to them that they love us.they have to do that themselves.Breathe and smile.You are amazing…