Thank you.

I am going to survive all of this. I think my problem is that I am so tired of worrying that I can’t deal with anything else when I am always so stressed. What I mean is that a small worry sets me off and this small problem drives me up the walls because my nervous system, my brain, my soul, can’t take anymore of this worrying. It’s like the same scar that’s being constantly scratched. It can’t heal. I need time and peace to heal. I am stronger than most people I know, but I don’t hate time to heal. I am just tired of worrying daily, hourly. If it’s not financial then it’s probably my family, if not that then it’s my dog. Like he has an issue today. It’s hopefully nothing, but because I am barely holding on, I am not handling these small things the way I should be.

Thank you. I’ll try to be more positive. I just wish I had some time of “peace” more or less.