Have you had hobbies or experiences that just make your heart sing?  Or make you lose all track of time because you love them so much?  Or even jump out of bed excited in the morning because you get to go and do… whatever it is?

If you can identify something (or maybe some things) that fit into that category, then you have a good start.  If not, your job is to try new things that interest you until you find something that excites you.  Learn more about it – see if it still interests you… follow your curiosity where it leads you.

You are still very young (I’m twice your age), and there is so much pressure to figure out “what you want to do with your life”. You don’t have to figure that out.  All you have to do is decide what to do next.   That’s all.  Life is full of possibilities, and right now you are living one possibility and finding that it doesn’t work well for you.

Find something that makes you happy.  And find another job – life is too short to be this miserable when you have the power to change it.  And I promise you that you do.