Lea,

I believe the problem is not your husband but you, let me explain myself, it may not be another type of relationship what you need but to find what you want for yourself, develope yourself as an individual.

Of course ir is exciting to find a new person you seem to have chemistry with, but that is not what you need to feel your life fulfilled, un a few years it will be the dame story because you haven’t work on yourself, you say you work to live and that’s it, so you are basing your life on a relationship, doesn’t matter who the man is, it won’t make you feel complete.

You have been married since you were todo young, do you have any passion?

Do you desire to become a mom? Bring it directly yo the table, find a passion of YOURS, a partner is to share life, not to be the reason and salvaron of it.

Be honest with your husband and talk about it with him, see if he wants to give something from his part but don’t let living based on what he does. You are a part of his life, not his whole, and that is Ok, that is why he may not be understanding what is happening.

Believe, a relationship Will not come and change your life, the only one who can achieve it is you.

I tell you a have a child and he is the light of my life, but I also have my very own passion and dreams, and they keep me moving.

Hope you can solve it, blessings.