Dear FindingSydney:

Regarding my life’s existence that you mentioned in your last line, I shared a lot about my mind and my life on this website, now buried in massive posting over a couple of years or so. If you have specific questions you are curious about, do ask.

Awakening, I like this term. You gave an example of the woman in the restaurant who was preparing the food while you were standing in line. In the past, before awakening, you would have  thought: she needs to hurry up; another lazy employee and you felt distress.  Post awakening, you thought how carefully she is preparing food and you felt peace.

I have a question: same situation, you standing in line in a restaurant. The woman preparing the food is busy talking on her cell phone while not preparing the food, or haphazardly, inattentively preparing it because her focus, clearly, is on the cell phone conversation. What do you think then?

anita