dear anita,

no he is nt the same man i shared about in my previews threads,

as i wrote “.each time we broke up,when i commited to somone els and B came again after sometimes saying he loves me and etc”

he was someone else with whom i commited when B broke up but after somemonths B come agaiin as usual ,,,

dear anita u are right i should tell everything to my family but they already know these ,each time they were pressuring me ,i told them what he does .but they dont admit his fault because he is too nice to them,,

.regards drinking  we had fight and i ignored him   ( in our community DRINKING and DRUGS usage is too bad )  he sent me alcohol bottles that he ll drink bcz of me and i ignored this after 2 hours he started sending texting as he is drunk and using odd language , my another sis who is in my favor talked to all my family about his drinking ,but my eldest sis reply that her husband used to drink when he was young  there is no such problem in it and B is very nice according to them but suprisingly after 6 months he told me he never drunk ever ,then i was supprised that he was blackmailing me giving me tension only ..i got angry and said him” shame on you”by my saying this he become sad ..again start blackmailing me by taking fault on himself..

my supportive sis is my best friend i share everything with her ,i shared everything to her apart from physical contact which he did with me .i am scared to share about SEX .bcz its not acceptable in my culture before marraige…

i want to add here B convinced my family to let me study in ABROAD..BUT

i just regret about one thing that at the age of 15 my word” YES ” to him is a biggest mistake of my life .that wasnt my age of being in a relationship that was my time to enjoy my teenage 🙁

he thinks i am changed bcz i no more care the way i did …AND I am done with his blackmailing ,iam mo more scared of him

i want freedom i dont want to spend my life with my childish mistake any more ..i know he is very kind hearted ,very nice with others ,very helping but may b we are not for each other…

regards

xxx