1. Well, he said he wanted to see me more. And tried setting up a time later in the week. But the tone…it felt wishy washy….and that’s not where I am with him. I am 100% in, even though I agree we probably should see each other more before we commit. But, I am so confident in taking that dive. Why this didn’t work for me – because I felt that it wouldn’t bring out the best in me. I think I would be frustrated. And I don’t want to compromise my happiness like that.

Yeah know, i really know he cares about me. And he just gets better and better – he amazes me constantly. And I respect him and myself enough to not push it. It’s honestly killing me right now, but, I wouldn’t take back my decision to possibly let him free. I’m just giving him the space to think about things and I’m working on my own life in the process.