Thanks Anita,

I have had two long & serious relationships before; no need to go into details. The first one became very brother/sister -kind and the other ended because he moved to his homeland.

It seems that there is no special reason for my situation. No childhood trauma or other issue. Maybe one day not too soon things will change…

It took 10 hours to moderate my first mail (ever here) so I will not probably be back. I am not used to such a long timing…