I went to see a therapist and i did some self reflection i have gotten to realise that i am just lusting after her. Yes we have a wonderful sex life. it is just lust. Sometimes lust makes you think you love the person you are lusting after.

@Anita after a good self reflection and looking real back i realised i stopped loving her immediately i found out she was lieing to me. It was hard for me to really fall in love with her because of her lies. But i still stayed with her thinking it was love it was lust Anita. Even when i saw all her flaws i still stayed.

I think lust is more dangerous than love. It makes you do stupid things. Take shit.

I just need help to get over this lust, i am now being tempted to reach out to her. all for the lust nothing else.

@Susannah after my time with the therapist i realised my shortcomings. I am just lusting after her.

Lust makes you do stupid things

My property  is still at her place. I decided to forget the property i told her to help me give it to a friend but she insisted on me coming to take it myself, but i know seeing will increase my lust for her.