Yes definitely! Sometimes I do feel calm, and I really wish it always be calm forever like this. But sometimes it don’t turn out what I wish~That is disappointing and will make me a bit hopeless and don’t know will it continue to be like this always. Half way will feel like giving up, is seems like the healing percentage only god knows how.. But you seems going well as you can write lots of advise here? You know earlier on I even thought is my health condition problem, so I went for medical check up, but the report turn out to be ok, so I know is all about mental issue, but this is weird, last time I don’t face this before. People said things happened for a reason and I didn’t know this reason is good or bad?