Hi,

Thank you so much Pearce. You seem to have experienced some really hard times yourself.  How do you manage to love yourself when you have these voices telling you otherwise all the time? It is hard not believing them. I really appreciate your answer.

Yes Anita, these voices have been there as long as I can remember, it comes natural to me. There was a lot of yelling and screaming growing up, with two very unstable parents. I have unfortunately forgotten most of my childhood, probably beacuse I dont want to remember. It is the same voices that tells me to end it all, that it is no use trying, that they will always be there and torment me. Worthless, useless, failure,no one likes you, unlovable, evil person although I know deep inside that Im not evil. But they are very convincing.

TThank you both for your replies.