I couldn’t agree more with you Anita.

Tell me what you think about this. I think in the back of my head the problem I am having is that I am pretty sure it is illegal. So I’m thinking I deserve some type of punishment. But it is known that children don’t go to jail…. unless it is something insane like murder and sometimes even then they don’t. Do you think the reason children can’t be tried as adults is because of this innocence? This belief that they aren’t fully developed to know what they did was so wrong and to fully understand the consequences of it? I know what I did was only done at the young age of 14… i HAD no idea. How can I explain this to myself? So I can stop thinking I deserve this horrible punishment. I think that’s a really big reason subconsciously that i don’t allow myself to be happy. How can I rid of this?