Dear Tannhauser:

It is a shame that there is no help available for the very distress involved in a fairly known concept, the Kundalini concept (a readily available, googlable long entry is available on Wikipedia, listing all the symptoms you listed on your posts of many months).

You wrote: “There is no support for all this”. I do not believe in Kundalini being real. But I respect the fact that you do.

Wikipedia mentions Kundalini- teachers but none is available: I googled a website offering such teaching but it is no longer active and I don’t know if it was of any help to anyone when it was available. None of the people who posted on your threads about Kundalini, people who believe wholeheartedly in it being true and real, none of them was able to help you and much of what they expressed was not agreeable to you.

As you stated time and time again, you are alone in this experience. I wish you had help, I wish someone was able to help you.

I wonder what kind of music you composed and played and what music you can still play.

anita