Maybe I need more time to train my mind be more focus on good things. Sometimes I feel tired and fed up of facing this always though. My friends advise me actually is all depends on my choice. To choose relax or anxious. I saw you are quite active on replying post in other forum post as well. You are the staff inside this forum or? Because you mention before you do have your own problems, but I saw the way you advise me seems you are managing quite well?