I finally did it but it had a twist. Coincidentally she was the one to raise the topic about our relationship no longer seem the same that we have lost the spark so i picked it up from there

I told her i no longer feel the love that much and i dont want to hurt her. i want her to be happy i may not be able to love and care for her as i want to. So we should let go of ourselves and move on so we can grow independently and become better people, i thought she will understand but NO she told me to give it a try that if i want to feel the love back i can. She pleaded with me to try and i should not give up on our relationship… i was surprise sincerely by her response. I told i was scared of hurting her but she read alot of meaning to statement i was scared.. she thought maybe i am scared that maybe she will hurt my feelings again, or maybe because she is a single mother and so on or maybe i have not really forgiven her but i told it is none of those but i just dont feel the love again like before.. she said i should try and dont give up on the relationship.

Deep down inside of me i feel like leaving for the following reasons

1. I dont feel the love again like before

2. I want to some space (we have been through some rough roads in the relationship)

3. I need to spend time with myself to rediscover my purpose in life.. i lost myself in the relationship

I dont know if i should keep dating her but i know i wont be fully into it…. and that is what i am avoiding i dont want to hurt but she does not understand..