I have visited AVEN 4 years go, it was the site that helped me understand my sexuality. And I made a online friend on that site. We still online friends.

My current friend is who I call my close best friend. She means alot to me, it’s been a struggle everyday that I want to actually see her in person. I’m bored of texting and there are times we haven’t much to say to each other cause well we have talked daily last year and this year as well. Now its been less but thats ok cause we do have our own separate lives. She will always be in my heart, i do need to live my life here and seek friendships. I dont have a high paying job but i work very hard to save money so i can travel other places and maybe go to local events but as of now i just been working and cant stop thinking about my new friend.