I can see why it’ll be harmful for me (I don’t see what will be harmful for her though) to hold on to those words and hope it’ll become more once we meet up.
As I said before, it is already too late. I’m still planning to visit her next year. I am not expecting anything from her but her friendship. This attachment I have with her is strong and I am too stubborn to let it go.
I’m basically nervous and afraid of commitment with anyone because I never had it before. So if that person wants to commit with me then they must be patience. It is what it is with my situation, I tried my best to get the distance yet she made the effort to keep me near by staying in touch.
I will always be her friend and be thankful for everything she did for me. I am moving on in my own way. Thank You for listening