Well, i was giving some random info about my personal life that i have never thought could be used against me. The thing is I am not dating anyone and the hateful colleague asked me if i was in a serious relationship and I said that i am not. Then she made herself the story that i have cone ti work there so that i can find a boyfriend and she did that in a very offensive way and probably i was there so that i can get myself a boyfriend in the face of the colleague that is protectibg me which is far from the truth. She was just jealous that her colleagues did not gave her the attebtion that she got before i started work there. Does that sound normal because to me it doesn’t.

Then she started making fun of my work and everything that do and say and categorized it as dull and worth nothing. How do I defend myself from soneone that is twice my age… then she will probably call the things I said as a sign of poor upbringing and distespect. And the thing is at first ahe was playing like the nice one when she talked to me in front of the other colleagues , but in face to face conversations she was more than rude.

Furthermore, I see no point talking to the boss right now cuz everything offensive to me heppened ib front of her , too and she was ok with it.

Then comes the part when i talk to my sister … I did that and I did not get the support i have been offering her since now. In fact, she started making fun of me, too. Now i am wondering what kind of info should i share with her for which she will not offend put me down…

I know what I can do and what i cannot and I see no point now that i have a talk with tge boss and say how i can be yhe next Albert Einstain and she will only mock me more. The worst is that the other collegues are prone to believe to the boss not to me when I say what i cannot do. These people have been playing with me as if i am a hot potato till now and I am somohowconvinced that if i get there abd talk what was the reason for my underproductive work the will only think that i am comng with a bunch of excuses. The sad thing is that I dreamed of working there and my dream have become my worst nightmare now. Besides, the fact that i am struggling with depression, lack of sleep and cobstant fatigue i had to face with my dad’ illness and all the cancer tests that he was put through as well as everybody saying that he could die the same month that i started my internship.

Given that, I think that i cannot stand people foolig me around and taking me as the clown at which they can laugh. I just thing that is not fair and if i step one more time in the office that will take the last parts of self-respect and cobfidence that i got(and i am bot like same people that got plenty of them).

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