Dear H:

How to access the heart, for you, will be best done in quality psychotherapy.

You wrote in your original post: “I am having extreme difficultly… detaching myself from this need and desperation for a relationship”-

Let’s try this: when alone in your room/ uninterrupted, play some music that you find very relaxing, your favorite relaxing music. Sit comfortably, in a relaxed position, with the computer on your lap, and type about your need and desperation for a relationship. What is it that you need… let the words flow. Don’t interrupt the flow with intellect, write in a simple language, a child-like language. Then submit.

anita