OMG! I have the same problem with my boyfriend of almost 2 years. Though there are a few differences, everything is quite the same. I find anger take over my body the second he says he is seeing a friend. I even got mad the other day when his grandma got hit by a car and was in the hospital! I feel that i need professional help! Im scared! There are many differences, but he has cheated before, over a year ago, its been 2 years we are together now. I just feel i am scarred and can’t forget about it.I trusted him and was so deeply hurt by what he did. Also, when i have brought up the issue that i feel angry, he gets mad saying i don’t trust him or that i get angry too much and yells right back at me! HELP!!! what should i do?:(