Dawn and others

Yes it has been difficult this week. I keep thinking she is going to call and give me the “no it isn’t going to work or yes maybe it could work out”.  The “I’m thinking about it” response just got my hopes up for 24 hours and then I came crashing down. I wish there was a way to get closure or now how she feels. But there isn’t and I cannot keep going back to the well on my hands and knees. I deserve no answers as we have broken up, but deep down I thought that there would be some conclusion. I guess this proves the point of not getting in contact with your ex.

I am not sure how to move on. I do want to spend some time alone, but not sure how to do that since I have never done it. I tried it this week and I feel like a loser and everyone knows that I am single with few friends in the area.

So at this point still struggling with all of this, but I guess in reality it truly has only been 2 weeks. It just seems longer and I seem to feel worse over the last few days.

Thanks Jeff