I am afraid that I can never move on from this relationship. His silent treatment is so hurtful. I don’t understand why we can’t talk like adults – have a really calm and peaceful conversation. It makes me wonder if what we had was even real.

I can’t stop thinking all emails he sent me. They all sound struggling as if he wanted me to go back and ask him for another chance. I did everything but nothing worked. It hurts me every time he ignores me.

I try to stay positive and move on at every waking moment. But deep inside I feel so lost and hopeless. Sometimes I just want to shut myself down forever. I seriously don’t know if I will be able to love again.