Dear Anita

Thank you for your reply, well I am very close to my parents, too close I would say sometimes, but to be honest, I am looking for love I want to get married and have kids or just spend my life with someone I love. With him I really loved him I accepted all his shortcomings, his dark side, everything! I am shocked that he broke up with me because I thought he was the one! Till now I still have a deep caring affection for him. I am not especially romantic or like (or know how) to express my emotions but I like to receive that affection you get from someone you love or feel that feeling, for example, get a cute message or knowing there is someone I can care for and I can think of and receive that care in return. However in my previous relationships when things were broken, when I knew they were behaving badly I would put an end, even if I am still in love in my mind it’s clear and I can move on; but with him it’s different he treated me like crap I know it, he broke up with me over something so small and I know I can’t rely on him but I still want to be with him and I don’t know why.