Hello Cheryl,

No worries. I know what you are going through i truly do. The sleepless nights worrying about what the next day will bring can be agonising and it all seems so out of control. I have thought so many times that i “do not want to be here” and i worry that one day i will put that thought into practice. But like the other lady who replied said just do what we can, as we can. My current role is overwhelming as a lot of the aspects that deem it a success are things that are way out of my control (weather, landowners refusing entry to sites, contractors doing poor work when i am not there) but i can only do so much and i, like you am going to try and take it one step at a time.

Take care and keep me posted on how you are going, it will be good for me to be able to share to!

E.