It’s all in your mind you there people who don’t have families or face and live worse life but still they try one at a time you are lucky that all your body parts are working and you can do a normal and your relative has offered opportunity to you to make your life better……just stop thinking when you start thinking watch a funny video or inspirational video like butterfly boy I am sure if you watch butterfly boy video you will indeed think you are lucky and if he can live and try to make his life better why can’t I with so much to have……just grab that job opportunity and take one day at time…..