I just also want to add that before he broke things off, I felt as though we were very close to becoming “official.” He had introduced me to his friends and his sisters, we were spending weeknights together and were planning on going on a (weekend) trip together this summer. He talked bout how much he liked me and how I was “exactly what he was looking for.” I guess that’s why its so hard for me to act causal. I know we can’t realistically just pick things up where they left off, but it’s hard for me to start from scratch too..