[Sept 22, 2017]

Gyunnie,

It is another beautiful day for me.

I feel like life does go on without you. I know that you must be proud of me for living my life again.

I want to share my favourite lyrics / song from Nell, I think you must know this one :

“I lived within your time.

In the shape of strangers passing by on the streets, in the desolate dance of the fall leaves playing in the wind,

even in the cold evening air that grazes my cheek. You are in everything that I see, hear, and feel

How about you? Do you feel the same?”

Such a beautiful song that describes my current situation, right?

I would have to pull another all nighter today – to finish my Korean reading. I hate assignments, I remember how stayed up until 6am to finish yours as well.

I am listening to this song and I keep thinking about you, tonight. It is 3am already.

I want to end it all, I want it over.

-Mina