Anita,

Thanks so much for the advice.

You wrote : “There is one thing I don’t want you to forget and that is your experience of being accepted by him as you are, your authentic self, that is, the experience of being loved.”

So by talking to Gyunnie, it will help me remember the feeling?

Help me remember the Mina that is authentic?

I remember you mentioning how you think it will be great for me to keep on something small that Gyunnie gave to me in my everyday lives. Something that I can carry everywhere I go.

To be a reminder of the Mina that he accepted and loved.

You were right about it.

But at the same time, I cannot help but think about how once I am out of “sync” with Gyunnie, I started to self destruct. That point, I notice myself.

I started rejecting myself without me knowing.

You can notice the difference of my attitude from time to time.

-Mina