Anita,

She was half open, I guess?

She was not forcing me to stay, she tried to use a lot of words of encouragement to get me to stay but she did not dismissed Singapore immediately

I just made a really long essay to my parents … I talked about how I truly feels. How bad my current situation is. I feel like dying.

I haven’t been eating or sleeping.

I cannot sleep If I am not really tired (like 24 hours of not sleeping) and I have no appetite.

You told me to do things without my family support .. but money talks. My family supports me financially so it is really hard for me to just be courageous and make every decision on my own.

I am planning to withdraw from K University within this week If possible, I still can get 2/3 of the tuition fee for this semester If I withdraw this month.

Finishing things here in Seoul and K University seems so easy, I do not even have a lot of friends to say goodbye with and my favourite professor had stopped teaching since this semester.

I have no attachment … at all.

-Monica