Anita,

I am taking back my own words, I do not when exactly I will have to withdraw from K University.

My father is still being very hard on me, forcing me to stay here in Korea.

I feel like dying.

I know that this is temporary but I cannot sleep at all during the night, I am very tired, I have not eat anything for almost 2 days.

My sleeping pattern is really messed up, I sleep on the afternoon for only 5-6 hours and I am not able to go sleep at night.

My heart races and my thoughts is very active.

I cannot relax … please help me.

-Monica