Hey DCGC,

I agree with Anita, don’t beat yourself up over your feelings, of course you are angry and upset.  You have every right to feel that way. When someone betrays you it goes straight to your core.

Do what makes you feel good!  Allow yourself to feel the pain, be upset, cry, burn a picture of the two of u (lol, that feels good!), then box up your memories (cards pics etc) for when your in a better place to deal with it. I suspect down, down the road when you meet someone very special, who treats you the way you deserve to be treated, you will gladly discard your box of stuff as it will no longer have that power of you anymore.

Best of luck to you!

Jean