Dear DP:

I will soon take a 17 hours or so break from the computer. I think a lot of insight is to be gained by looking into how you felt watching your mother suffer.

If you are able and willing, let go for a moment of the specific thing that troubles you so and relax best you can, then post with your memories of how you felt then and now, in relationship with your mother: how you felt watching her suffer, what you did to make her happy, what success you had, if any? Is she still suffering…?

anita