I understand that you are trying to make go see my own value beyond KU, my clothes, my boyfriend etc

My value as a human being.

But sometimes I wonder why people are friends or why my ex boyfriends took a like on me at all..

Is it really because of my value as a human being or is it because I am pretty?

Because I have money and I am smart?

Or because I dress well?

I asked this to Gyunnie once. He was honest, said that he took interest at me first because I was pretty but he told me a pretty face is never enough for him to date someone.

He told me even if I am fat or ugly, he would still date me if I have this same exact personality.

He was probably the 2nd person that saw my “human being” value other than my best friend for 6 years, Jessica.

-Monica