I know this is an old post, but I feel the same exact way, minus the man from my past.  Ive always been a spiritual person, I’ve lost my way a few times which is how I met my current partner… I feel this way whether or not there is a man or not, I just feel so unhappy in my relationship. We weren’t going to stay together, on the verge of breakup when I found out I was pregnant. I commend him for sticking by me, we stayed together and now have a beautiful child. I know he’s a good father, he tries his best, but I can’t help this nagging feeling everyday that I need more for my soul. I’m not physically attracted anymore. I was a different person when we met, and now I found myself again. Should you really force yourself to stay with someone and find a way to love them again?? He’s supportive of my spirituality he follows me, but I just feel like I need more someone more on my level. Am I being shallow in a sense? How can I over come it?