Anita, I do not recall if I needed my parents badly, but I have been told that I am the “sensitive one” at home. I am too soft emotionally. I used to cry easily.
More recently, about 10 years ago, when I first left home away from parents, I could not bear to be away from them (or home), and constantly cried over the phone begging my parents to bring me back home. So, I left the new place within 10 days to go back home. Once I was home, I got scared again because I felt like I was not growing in life, while everyone else was moving on. So, while on the plane back home, I instantly felt that it was a wrong decision. Situations like these happened to be multiple times, where I took a decision and then backtracked and then again went that direction. Indecisiveness might be a huge problem as well for me. Is what happening now related to some deep mental issue I am not fully aware of? I am afraid of changes I think
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