Anita,

I understand, thanks for explaining.

You refuse to communicate with a person that somehow manipulates and is not honest in giving information and you also do not want me to come here (talk to you) just to relieve my distress.

I understand completely, again – I apologise. You might not accept it, I cannot blame you for not believing my apology, but I really am sorry, I was not aware that I was being manipulative and use a lot of words that offended you, and put you in an uncomfortable situation that made you suffered.

Thank you for all these time for communicating with me, those words are never meant in any way to hurt anyone, especially you. If I had known, I would have never posted such things. Thanks for being a friend since last June, I appreciate it, very much. Thank you. There were times when you were the only one who believed in me and support me. I hope you believe that my last post here is sincere, you are welcome not to reply to this post as well, as I respect your decision to not talk to me.

I will no longer post here, it was really nice talking to you. I hope you stay well, wishing you the best in your life.

-Monica