Dear Anita,

Thank you for the response. I hope I am not bothering you too much. Feel free to let me know if I do.

I do not want the whole extra-marital thing with her. Ofcourse not. That’ll ruin my life as well as hers. She got angry probably because I asked her so many times to come back to me even though she pushed me away. But, this time, when she cried so much and explicitly said whether she should break it off with the guy, that’s when I tried to get her back. But she got frustrated. Perhaps, because she knows its too late, and that it is all my fault – which it sure is because I did not convey my feelings to her on time. But, in any case, this leaves me more devastated because I know something can be done, but just not sure what and how exactly. I just want to wake up one day and be happy. I haven’t done that in so long. Is that too much to ask? How do I get there?