You’re right Anita, no one would like to spend the life with the person who thinks they are always right.

Perhaps, I’m too broken at the moment to stop romanticizing the past.

I will tell you, though, that every day, every thing, every season, every picture, every smell, every taste, every little part of my life today reminds me of her. I control myself for a minute and am successful, but then the very next minute it gets to the same old level of hopelessness, and I feel like it is worsening.

I’m thinking of moving across country far far away from her. But would that stop the pain?