Dear Lea:

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and understand my problem. I am glad someone knows how I feel. Your words ring so accurate. I should stop checking up on him. It’s not going to do me any good. The thing is that I have never hurt anyone in my life intentionally. Never even taken revenge. I try to be a good person. I just wonder why good people go through so much pain while people with bad intentions, like him, get to be happy. He’s not crying every day; I AM. I feel my insides brimming with pain. I gave him so many chances. I looked at the good in him but I guess it was all fake. Because a good person won’t hurt someone who loves them, again and again. My true love didn’t deserve the dishonesty and betrayals he gifted it. I wish time would go by quickly and I am healed. I wisb God, or Karma, someday make him realize what he did and what he lost. One can hope.