Dear Wanderlust16:

This is my understanding: you want and have wanted for a long time that this man keeps a committed, love relationship going with you in between the time spent together traveling, be it long distance (the two of you living in different continents). This is what your heart wants.

You wrote in April: “I don’t like the instability and I do not see him willing to commit”- when you wake up at night and you “can’t fall back asleep because (you) think about him” – it is your heart making up for his not being there, filling in the emptiness of his absence by … making him present, so to speak, present in your thoughts. As if he was there.

You enlist the concept of fate to help with making him present, as in: the two of you are meant to be in a committed love relationship and you enlist the Law of Vibrations (a concept I don’t believe in, like fate) to create in your heart/ brain the committed loving relationship that isn’t there. He is not communicating with you so you make believes he is, via vibrations. Or you make believe .. the Universe, some entity, is doing the communication for him.

All so to create that stability in a committed, loving relationship that you need and desire.

anita