Thank you Eliana,

Those are some very beautiful words. She was here just now. We had dinner together. She laid on my bed and napped for an hour, and then asked me what to do next. I asked her politely to leave because I need to get used to her not being here. She left. I am at a weird level of peace right now. I’m also aware that tomorrow morning will be a bit of a hell. I’m so used to her being in my life. One day, I’m going to wake up and this whole thing is going to blow up in my face because she will be forever gone. I am not ready for it.