Hey Anita,

Ya, I do kind of have a lot going on up in my head. I have thought strongly about doing that so I am going to take the steps to look into that.

I think the relationship I am in right now I killing me…slowly.

Its literally 50/50 half the time we are happy and the other half he’s mad. About fucking anything honestly.

But its so sporadic I forget almost. That’s the only word I can think of. Like you were happy for 4 days then mad for 2 then happy for 3 and forget about how ridiculous the past 2 days were dealing with him and his bickering and mood swings…until it happens again.

But I also don’t know why I just cant break myself away from the cycle. I asked him to move out and he is but he’s doing it literally slower than Christmas. I think if I didn’t have to come home to him everyday still I could feel my feelings more genuinely.

I don’t know why it seems like I have a issue not talking to him or dealing with him while he still lives there.

Like if he doesn’t leave for another 7-10 days just walking around like we don’t see each other not talking. Like I’m living with a stranger. I just cant do it. I feel almost an obligation to reach out to him.

I told him he needed to go before we start hating each other and nothing can be done. He didn’t heed that warning I guess.

• This reply was modified 7 years ago by Jenny Lynn.