Yes. A friend of mine pointed that as well. I was so afraid of opening up that all I could say was that I was “really enjoying hanging out with him, really, really”, but this friend pointed out how he must have gotten it. If it was the way I intended to or if it was just a hang out with non compromise.

Yeah, there may be a fear of commitment in there as he already got betrayed (twice), but if he still suffers, why does he publish memes of how much would he like to have someone by his side?

Anyway, he is 28 (turns 29 on October) and I am soon to turn 25 (in March).

We have been talking since then, but didn’t meet yet or even mentioned what happened that day. But there is always a like on social medias,media whenever I feel like wishing him a good day through whatsapp I do to which he replies almost at the same time… Or when he is at work, he justifies. But before, he would always send some cute gifs such as a boy kissing or cuddling his girl, now he doesn’t anymore…

I really feel sad because I really saw a little of me in him and a littlw of him in me. We are very similar and I just keep asking “why couldn’t it go right?”.

Also, I never really compromised to anyone, the things I had were just FWB, because I never really liked anyone at the point of committing because I know there’s much responsibility in sharing our lives with someone. But with this guy I could so much picture us living together. And I confess from some time up this moment I’ve been feeling like committing, attaching myself to someone finally once and for all. But other guys seem just “not him” and this guy … I confess I kinda feel something indeed. Not love yet. But there is a strong feeling and it devastates me this closing 🙁

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