Not that I want to find any reasons on my case. But today I felt like sending him a good morning message, to which he replied “THank you so much, so do you” and asked me if I was excited about weekend. I said maybe for I would be back to bellydance classes. And he said how tired he is because of gym and wants holiday season to come so he can spend time at home just being useless. Some minutes then, I added “Oh, I just remembered I am going shopping tomorrow so yes I am excited” and he said he doesn’t remember the feeling of going shopping. I said “pal, I am graduating on image consulting so we can go shopping yay” and he said he usually does that once a year. I started saying how I love going shopping because I always feel Radiant. And he said “but you are radiant. That is obvious statement” and this made me feel a little… You know? And I said how timid I am and he said “I know, I’ve seen it” referring to the day I opened up and couldnt look at him. I answered with a gif of a girl with uncomfortable look and he didnt reply. I guess maybe it is just right stop talking to him and wait what life has yet to bring. I just hope to find someone to whom I can really attach myself to, I am sick of being “only me” 🙁

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