Dear Maria:

I don’t  have  titles. I haven’t read  books and  such for such a long time.

You searched the internet for reasons why he stopped texting. The source of information on why he stopped texting is him, not the internet. You can  ask him, if you could bring yourself to be not too emotional and if  he feels comfortable  telling you the truth. Because  of  his experience with you getting so upset when he told you that he may not feel exactly like you did, he  may not feel comfortable  communicating  honestly with you.

I don’t  have  books to recommend to you, but  I will probably have something to recommend to you if you give me  more  information: can you tell me  more about what your  therapist meant when she/ he said that you let yourself be  sucked by illusion? What is that love that you dream about: how does  it look like, sound like, feel like?

anita