I agree with what you said too Mark, certainly a whirlwind romance, such a lot of things in such a condensed space of time. I fell I have known him years not months. I just wish he would speak to me, hard when I heard from him every morning (text) and every night (phone call for an hour or two). I miss him and I regret giving him a hard time over things that he had no choice other than to attend to. I was selfish. He gave me his all and I just gave him some and then grief and he didn’t need that with all else that was going on and with the counselling re the anxiety and depression.