Dear calisister:

Day dreaming about being admired by thousands, even millions, all paying attention to me, all fascinated by how great I am, that was to compensate me, I now understand, for … being admired by no  one, seeing by no  one in that real life of my childhood. My craving for a little attention was so huge, that it required those day dreams.

I will do my study of your thread, then, since you agreed that I do, posting it right here on your thread. It will take some time though, for me to do enough to post next, probably by next week.

It can help me, in this proposed study, if you answer the following: when you were a child, growing up in that home, did you voice your hurt, sadness, anger to your mother? father? sister?

If you did, how did you express yourself to them and how did they react?

anita