That is true. I want to speak to him further, but I am scared that he may think I’m leading him on if things don’t work out again. However, I don’t think I can complete a full divorce until my doubts are resolved. So either way, we need to speak.

I haven’t voiced my concerns with my boyfriend either. I guess I have a lot of talking to do.

You are right, I can’t make a decision before talking about things. I just feel guilty for putting my indecision on other people. I have a lot of things to figure out and I feel that I should be able to do it on my own but I can never seem to.