Dear Sapnap3:

You are utterly devastated by the status of your current relationship and there is a conversation with him to take place tomorrow. So you are distressed, of course. After this current distress passes, when this storm calms, then you can go back to my two recent posts to you, if you choose to, and we can communicate about them later.

Regarding your question, whether you created it in your mind that your boyfriend loved you, or loves you- I don’t know. If you shared more about what he told you, how he behaved with you over time, I would know better, based on what you will share. I don’t know, as is. What I do know is that you are lovable, have been gracious for years in all your threads on this website, and so, I tend to think that he had or has love for you.

anita